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Moral (Poem)
00:58
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[open mic bar crowd / not listening]
You ever wake up and thought aloud
That day would be the best
Only come to find out
It was worse than all the rest
Well, all I can tell you
Is don’t get too down, cuz
Half the battle is how you choose to respond
Now that’s not to ignore the
Real problems of the world
But rather to explore
Every feeling robbing us of heaven
Here at the core
And it is our responsibility to
Take up this fight
And strike a chord against these
Choruses killing me word by word,
Every single night
Are we even listening?
Go on and light up the bird
Like a phoenix from the ashes
Of these times and the clashes
We have the power but now comes action
Fight the power, wait
Reaction,
Reassessment and revolution
Maybe, we shoulda
Thought more before
Starting this movement.
Cause they say fables have a moral,
But where is mine then?
Real life is harder to reflect on
When it’s just never as
Good as the fiction
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Oooh, my head
What is
Wait
Where am I..?
No
Noooo, no no no no..
No shore?
In any direction
I’m lost at sea?!
Are you ****ing kidding me
Sh**
What do I do?
Where should I go?
Why am I even here
I know, I know, I-
I’ll just start paddling
And I’ll find shore in no time,
No time at all
…please, please…
Ooooooo
Somebody help me
I’m Paddlin, I’m paddling,
I’m Paddling, no shore in sight
I’m Paddlin, (row, row your boat) I’m paddling, (row, row your boat)
I’m Paddling, no shore in sight
How’d I even get here?
My memory’s all unclear,
I’m afraid that I don’t know
What most, my boat and I should fear
Why does it all feel so surreal,
With life and death warring right before me
And no memories behind me,
Of course, lost at sea
Would be the icing
There’s no hope, I’m losing my soul folks,
There’s nobody here to listen,
Nobody even knows,
This ain’t no joke, I’mma row this boat
Till I can't feel my own toes,
I’ll be damned if I die
Before I get to know me,
The sun is my guide,
It blinds, it slowly roasts me
Think about anything but my lack of cover
Like just trying to put one hand in front of the other
I’m Paddlin, I’m paddling,
I’m Paddling, no shore in sight
I’m Paddlin, (row, row your boat) I’m paddling, (row, row your boat)
I’m Paddling, no shore in sight
It’s been a couple days, a couple nights
Still no shore, no nothing in sight
Ohh my luck,
Ohh my life
My body says give up,
I don’t know whats right
Every direction feels wrong
Days become nights
On the long haul, I can hardly handle the fights
I follow what I got, my gut, my own inner light
I still fumble but, I won’t sit here idly waiting
For life to leave me, please believe me
As I looked to the horizons
I fall from my knees, barely breathing
What lay ahead, it wasn’t any shore
Instead, it was miles and miles of coming storm, well
I had nothing to go back to,
So I guess it’s next chapter
To thunderous voices, the sky a nightmare of black
Somehow accepting this, helped me move past
I said fuck the storm, I got this
No looking back
I’m Paddlin, I’m paddling,
I’m Paddling, no shore in sight
I’m Paddlin, (row, row your boat) I’m paddling, (row, row your boat)
I’m Paddling, no shore in sight
That’s a really big storm…
[sigh]
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I guess there’s no looking back now
Fuck, I couldn’t even if I wanted to..shit
..These flashes, this haze when I’m trying to look back..
It’s just a swirl of thoughts
Feelings..
I thought..
I thought myself blessed with this obsession to chocolate
Cause I savor my life like I savor every bite
Like a smoke break it lets you break through the strife
For a moment, now wait, lemme grab my mental knife
And I'll cut a way, out of this picture
A stencil of what my world could be: bigger!
I figured I’d try, cause even if I lose,
And we wind up crying,
(Man) We still got the blues
And music implying with coos
To the spirits of “Ahh’s” and “Oooh’s”
Well against the odds, those who choose
To spend they life in pursuit, you should know
You of all people, and
Among all people
Have now to choose,
Who will you be?
Will you lose, or live free?
Tell me, now
What is it (what is it, what is this, what is it?!)
What is it (what is it, what is this, what is it?!)
What is it (what is it, what is this, what is it?!)
What is it all, what is it all worth?!
What am I doing this for? (what am I, what am I)
Rowing through the storm (yeah, I’m rowing, I’m rowing, I’m rowing)
For all I’m worth, I’m worth, I’m worth, talking bout
What is it, what is it, now
What is it, what is it, what is it now, talking bout
What is it, what is it, now, talking bout
What is it, oooooooo
Know what I’ve found?
Whilst churning and drowning in this
As of yet, well this upside down, in this
Crazy life of these momentary crownings,
Well... though
Meticulous fate may be
I find the weight 'gainst my free-will is me
It’s the greatest barrier 'tween my reality and tomorrow
Though I’ve inspired the stoking of conspiring fires
I’d say no,
Not for the last time,
Though I’d hoped it might pass me by
Cause honestly, I thought to myself
Who has the time anymore
To live so, to live so,
To live so optimistically,
I guess,
As it turns out,
Not me
But wait,
Because
Reality crashes into me
Like these waves into my sensibilities
And I ask myself
What is it (what is it, what is this, what is it?!)
What is it (what is it, what is this, what is it?!)
What is it (what is it, what is this, what is it?!)
What is it all, what is it all worth?!
What am I doing this for? (what am I, what am I)
Rowing through the storm (yeah, I’m rowing, I’m rowing, I’m rowing)
For all I’m worth, I’m worth, I’m worth, talking bout
What is it, what is it, now
What is it, what is it, what is it now, talking bout
What is it, what is it, now, talking bout
What is it, oooooooo
And I don’t remember,
Who I am,
Only who I’m supposed to be
Something that starts with a G
Is all I can piece together
Of my very own identity
So call me humbly he,
Humbly G, fumbling
While the sky keeps on thundering
The lightening would be frightening
To anyone who
Didn’t know that one thing
*FREESTYLE*
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[Fever Dream/Flashback sound FX]
[Plane drive-by sound FX]
Okay…mmm
Meta Gaming, meta gaming
Meta gaming, meta gaming,
Meta gaming, meta gaming
I feel like I’ve played this game before (okay)
I feel like I’ve played this game before (yeah)
I feel like I’ve seen these things before
I feel like I’ve seen these things before (I feel like, I feel like, I feel like AH)
(Alright)
We’re all different
But we’re all the same (pretty much)
It’s not how you play the game
It’s how you run your character (yup)
NPC’s are pleased to
Watch you wither worthlessly
To them, you’re just a caricature (man)
So let haters hate, (hate)
They have little say in whether you’ll be great (nah)
An arch-nemisis, that shit is just fate
The worst part is, it’ll be one you create (damn)
If you drop to zero, that’s okay (cool)
But don’t get to negative ten, there’s no escape
And most situations can be solved with Gate (get out!)
Just pick your deity and don’t forget to pray (please god!)
Worship comes in shades I mean, it’s not all grey
Knowledge is parallel, so focus and learn your trade
Pick your class, and then stick to that
Just play your role and complete your task
Learn to accent your stats,
Everybody ain’t the strongest,
Everybody ain’t fast, gotta learn the
Difference that splits intelligence and wisdom
Intelligence is planting the fruit,
Wisdom is knowing when to pick em
NEVER play the victim
Unless you’re ALL charisma
THEN learn to play the victim..
In 16 bars, this is one man’s wisdom, now
Get on out there and GET ‘EM!
-Grant..
-Sup, Yanyo?
-I don’t think I’m nervous, so much about the trip..
-Yeah
-Or about our talent, so much as I am, just
worried about getting out here and dealing with these savages, bro
-(Hahaha) Well I guess that’s fair, but we’re gonna have deal with them no matter the course, right?
-Yeahhhhh….yeah.
-(together) Stay the course.
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
So why does it feel like I’ve done this before?
They keep saying there’s no way to know
They keep saying there’s no way to know
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
Why does it feel like we’ve been here before?
Wanna earn more, take less
There’s always gonna be fat loot
And if you earn it right (heyyy)
You’ll get what you need and
What you want too
But if it seems too good to be true
It probably is, no joke
I’ve seen one too many kids
Scamming just one too many folks
Sometimes people only want you to lead
So you can be the one who sets off the trap
That’s just a fact, so I don’t need
Augury or a dice roll for that
If you’re out hunting demons, then
Don’t hold back, (no) but
Sometimes waiting will (will)
Move you forward on the track
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
So why does it feel like I’ve done this before?
They keep saying there’s no way to know
They keep saying there’s no way to know
They keep saying I’m not supposed to know
Why does it feel like we’ve been here before?
[Fever Dream/Flashback sound FX]
[heavy breathing / cough]
Oh my god.. (hahah) yes!
Woo! Oh..
I just remembered my name ..! (haha)
I just-…
Oh no..
Ohhh no,
Oh…[sigh]
Where is Yanyo..
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5. |
Spread Thin
02:55
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I’m spread thin
What is it I’m supposed to do my friend, ohhh
I’m spread thin, ohhh
What is it I’m supposed to, supposed to do, supposed to do
Yeah, I’ve been at this for days, non-stop
For all of my efforts, yeah I can’t see a lot
I wanted what I couldn’t have
I got what I got,
I’m still breathing, great yeah
My body still ain’t stopped, and
Fate won’t let me escape,
It ain’t through with the plot,
I hoped I wasn’t a pessimist,
Can I go against reflex?
Maybe I should end this all quick and check
The surrounding water for any ripple effects
If I ever get past this never-ending sea
I swear I won’t care what’s next, no not me,
If they ask me how I’m living, I’ll say
I’m still trying to find me a rhythm
I’m working to make it but right now
I’m making it work, at my
Lows I try to focus on what it’s all worth
Each new brings on spiritual hurt
Is my future so hopeless with no past to refer
I’m spread thin
What is it I’m supposed to do my friend, ohhh
I’m spread thin, ohhh
What is it I’m supposed to, supposed to do, supposed to do
It feels like I’m doing great on everything but what’s in front of me
I’m doing great on everything but what’s in front of me
I don’t know what I can do differently, hashtag Humbly G
Guess I got too used to going down the road stumbling and
Mumbling to myself in the darkness
I know I’m just a human and I’m flawed, yet
I still can’t ask around for help like that
Unless I need help getting sun and sea sickness,
Looming shadows beneath this, stupid little
Yellow inner tube life-saving prison
I can barely get to my feet, this might be
Too much for me to accept living, and now
Just to stay sane in isolation
I play games to maintain it through the waiting
I wanna be calm inside like the waters without
Yeah, the truth is, I can’t take a vacation, there’s no doubt
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6. |
Inner Shore (Interlude)
01:16
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[vocal arrangement]
Sometimes that’s enough
That’s all we need to keep going forward
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7. |
One Step at a Time
01:54
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It’s fine to make mistakes, fine to be afraid,
I won't give up cause the sun fades away
Feel like any day I might see more
Still a shell of my old self, Cant wait to see shore
Cant forget the friends, family and strangers,
The aches, pains and cancer,
Grandpa learned to walk again,
The man had full body paralysis, I’m practically a
Dancer worried about taking simple steps, (it's)
One foot in front of the other from
One place to the next, all we can do is do our best,
“I’m always with you”, They said.
“I’ll never forget you”, They told me
But no one here knows them but the old me
I just gotta take this,
One step at a time
I just gotta take this,
One step at a time
I just gotta take this,
One step at a time
I just gotta take this,
Take this, take this, ohhh (I said)
Everybody wanna ride (ride)
But ain't nobody got the time (time)
I suggest you find (find)
A support system on the inside (inside)
Hands that aren’t around, aren’t helpful
Temporary solutions and dependency - a mouthful
After the fact, there's no going back
Changing the past, no matter the advice, that’s that, (yeah)
You can take yourself with you, wherever you go,
Going with the flow, even when you don't know what that means,
Dont get caught up or lose yourself rowing
I only need an opportunity
As long as I find land or community
Imma get where I'm going, one step a time
Imma get where I'm going w this life of mine,
One step
I just gotta take this,
One step at a time
I just gotta take this,
One step at a time
I just gotta take this,
One step at a time
I just gotta take this,
Take this, take this, ohhh
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8. |
Circle of Life (Poem)
01:20
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Mentally,
I shiver and shake with anticipation
But physically,
I sit here and wait
I guess, for a proclamation
To go out and
Seize life by the reins
But who knew, that
Just like the bucking bronco
It have to be tamed,
So that’s what they were saying all along
So if I am wrong,
I’m still gonna
Play the game
And roll the dice
Cause if I don’t
Take this chance
I may not get it twice
After all
Ain’t that just
The circle of Life?
So now to stop circling
I’ll tell you what we’re working with
This is what I see it’s worth
I’ve been besmirched by my very own mind,
But lost in the daily grind,
I spared no spare time
For my very own mind
And what I could be
Amazing
Now, can’t you see
This picture I am
Painting
How could I realize
When lofty dreams cloud my eyes
That even I didn’t believe in I
My drive was lost from apathy
Towards all of my projects,
My future and my path,
can’t you see
That this would
surely be the death of me
But wait, cause suddenly
I remembered
Who I am and who I could be
Who I ain’t and who I should be
I’ve got this I mumbled, half voicedly
The logic seemed quite simple, you see
If it all came from nothing
Then everything is in front of me
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